I've been doing assignments all night and
finally finished one a few hours ago.
I took a break to check on the rats and found Budget dead.
She's been really sick and I knew this was coming,
But I can't stop crying.
I kept wishing she'd get better
Or at least be able to die when I was there,
So she wouldn't be alone.
But she did die, and she was alone.
Fuck I hate life,
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this.
I miss Budget and
I miss my friends.
I wish we still talked more than once or twice a week.
I feel so alone.

I miss Budget.